Thursday, December 24, 2009


It’s scary when I think of you. Goodness time indeed flies. Yesterday is gone, today is on end and tomorrow is a couple of hours away.

Still I wonder if I’m ready to face you. This life is such a harsh and cruel reality.

January stares at me, and once again another increment in age, heavens I’m aging_ I’m becoming an old lady, yeah right as if I’m turning sixty or something. But seriously sooner than later, I’ll have to stand on my own two feet.

The excuse of being a student won’t hold much longer, life time decisions are already set in motion. Now I must prepare to face them squarely.

2009, you’ve come and gone so quickly, I still hold vivid recollections of you, the good, the bad,and the ugly.

Even as I make plans, I shudder to think, if undeniably it will all come through. The cloud of uncertainty cannot be held at bay. Nevertheless, i'm hopeful.

2010, you are inevitable; there’s no question about that_ damn! You are 7 days away.


Friday, December 18, 2009

Christmas spirit

Honestly i don't know where it's hiding, but if u happen to come across this 'ghost' please point him to my direction. Where is all the love and laughter? The merry making and the warm feeling of friendship? I sure do hope i don't have to wait till 25th.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Sister's keepers

No wonder they say women are their own enemies ( ma girls no offense, you know I love you to the bone) All the same let’s face facts, chic’s are always begrudging each other, we are constantly sizing the other up and down left to right, in competition 24/7. Back stabbing and gossiping, as if we're getting paid or something.

Saturday I was in the twin cities; Taa-di with boo. We were attending a friend’s wedding, which turned out great. It was simple and nice_ the carters were hoarding the food, I’m sure each had a black polythene bag hiding somewhere lol.

Excuse me ladies! Clearly you can see that, this young sexy brother (wink) did not come alone, obviously I’m not decoration for his front seat. From all mannerisms we need not hang a sign post “hitched”, even a blind man can tell.

So please tell me why you are not satisfied with just checking him out. Hell you've been doing that for the last six hours or so????

You know what you doing is wrong, no wonder you cant stop staring over his shoulder at me. I can hear you asking for his number_ oh you want a reaction?...

Damn girl, I take two steps back, and you move in for the kill; you’re fast.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

1 pLUS 1 + oNE

How do you remain adventurous, when your “inhibitions” get in the way. I always figured I was kinda experimental, you know. I like to try my hands at new stuff (wink), just for the heck of it_lol if that was the case, I should have done a zillion and one things by now,damn!.. I’m not on top of my game. Frankly I have an open mind, I’m not too constricted, bring it on, if it can be done why not?

But seriously there should be a limit to everything, no? I mean when it comes to the one person you plan to spend the rest of your life with, somethings are just way……… out of line.

Definitely Karen + Kevin + Kristy = Hell…… NO!

But tell me, what are the rules governing this game, just in case I change my mind.

I know one_ Kristy, must definitely be a stranger, someone, I won’t have to see, the rest of my life, if possible ( but how then do you go inviting a total stranger????........)